Anyone who has read my posts probably knows that I have a weakness for ladyboys and black cock. My love and fascination with and for ladyboys is probably obvious to most, also. So cute, petite and feminine, my perfect fantasy. I wonder about my love of black cock, however. Many of my firsts, teen on man, man on man and man on teen, experiences were with black guys. Was that because I was attracted or just how things happened to turn out. Whatever and however I got here, it is undeniable. It was about a year and a half ago, when I met him. He was a self admitted gay man, while I only had an o… 阅读更多内容

"I only fuck black guys." Growing up in the South, I heard it more than once from girls, both black and white. I never thought that I would be the one to say it, so many years later, but that's how things turned out. I guess that I had always been curious. A summer trip to a lake when I was young saw my urges for cock and cum and sex flourish. Boys in need of blowjobs were easy to find. Sometimes, it was easy to let out a kinky side, also. For me and for them. It was a trip of firsts, for sure. My first blowjob, giving and getting, my first boy on boy kiss, my first facial. Mostly what I rem… 阅读更多内容

When I was young, I had been lead to think that cum tasted bad. I think it is because older boys always seemed to complain about how girls don't like to give blowjobs and never let them cum in their mouths. Although young, I was already curious. Curiuos about cock. I had seen pictures in magazines. I was not what I would call "Gay." I wasn't attracted to other boys or men, I just thought that cock looked so alluring. I found the idea of sucking cock so appealing. It was just what felt good. A summer at a lake, proved to be a time to explore. With so many boys from so many different areas, it… 阅读更多内容

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Instinct had me moving to my knees. Lust had me licking up their cum and rubbing it all over my face.… 阅读更多内容

For those very few, apparently perfect, "know it all's," out there that love to criticise others and my writing, how about you just stay off my page. Easy fix, right? Don't read my posts, that way you can remain in your perfect world and not be bothered with how I choose to write them.… 阅读更多内容

There was definitely an air in the tent, as each lf us set up our bunks. A feeling, a sense that there was something more going on. Nervous excitement, maybe. Glances being exchanged along with knowing, confident gazes among those that already knew each other. I looked at the boy who had kissed me. I just wanted to run off behind the trees with him again and relive our passionate encounter, so badly. He could see it in my eyes, just as I could see it in his. The counselor came in and quietly set up his bunk. The rest of us looked at each other and smiled. It began to sink in that each of us… 阅读更多内容

I wanted to be ashamed, but it was just, SO FUCKING GOOD! Thinking about that big black dick, tasting it's potent, flavor on my tongue. I rubbed my cock off to an amazing orgasm as I drove home. I talked to him several times over the next couple weeks, reliving and setting up another meet. "I got some heavy dick swinging friends for you to service, too." His words made my cock twitch. He knew my unrelenting, uncontrolled lust. I guess I had proven that. I told him that I was not sure, that it sounded kind of daunting to please serveral men at once. "Come on man, you know you sweet on that bla… 阅读更多内容

Inspired by a reader... I had always been curious, but too macho to ever give in and try it. Girl after girl, then woman after woman, all great, all amazing, yet missing something. I knew it deep down, but refused it. Watching porn, often with my lady right next to me, I secretly wondered about sucking cock. Cock looked so sexy, so appealing, so alluring. The pornstars, they looked almost orgasmic as they took cum shots. I thought It must be orgasmic to get cummed on, too. Secretly, I started to explore it. When I had the nerve, when my urges were just so strong, when I was at my weakest, I'… 阅读更多内容

Okay, I'm admitting to doing some "not smart" things here. I think that maybe it is because I had denied my lusts for so long, that they had become so overpowering. They had begun to control me. I should say that I am 57, now. That is a long time to wait, to deny my lust for cock. This, these, posts are a sort of confession for me. I might as well be honest, with you, with myself. I am attracted to black cock. Maybe it goes back to my youth. So many amazing firsts were with black guys, some older, one younger. For me, it's not even about size. I usually don't really care. (Although, I will a… 阅读更多内容

"What are you looking for? What are you into? What are your fantasies?" I read the words that he had wrote in my message box. After years of dreaming about it, desiring it, I was ready to experience it. I was ready to experince the joys of gay sex. I felt no reason to hold back. I told him everything. Years of watching porn, seeing the lust, seeing the pleasure, I knew what I wanted to experience. "Just being honest here," I wrote back, "I do have some fantasies!" They always had me on my back and under my man or on my knees in front of him. Something about the old clips of Sarah Young on he… 阅读更多内容

"Suck my dick!" Everyone was joking, throwing it around as boys do. I wondered if I was the only one that actually was curious, however. "I'm going to tea bag you when you sleep!" Everyone laughed, but the thought was actually arousing to me. One of the boys took his cock out and shook it at another that had joked. Was I the only one that found it so alluring? That night in the tent, I couldn't sleep. I was so horny, so curious. When I was younger I had touched a friend's penis, even wrapped my lips around it. It was so incredibly intoxicating, satisfying, so wonderful, so natural. I tossed… 阅读更多内容

I have always enjoyed getting massages from men. There is just something so erotic and sensual about an anonymous man, trained and willing to bring another man pleasure. My first time, when I was around 20, was in the hands of a dark, Middle Eastern man. I had been so curious. When he stood directly in front of me, the desire was overwhelming. I looked up to see his beautiful, soft cock only inches from my face. There was no hesitation, no second thoughts, I took it into my mouth. His cock immediately grew and thickened and quickly pressed against the back of my throat. What a thrill to feel i… 阅读更多内容

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My first time was in college. Don't get me wrong, I had dreamed of it for many years, I just never had the chance. Or should I say, I just never had created the chance. He was my roommate. After a night of partying, back in our room, the conversation turned to sex and girls, as it usually did. I was just so curious, so horny. I asked if he had ever got a blowjob before. "Yes, of course," he repiled. Trying to gauge his reaction, trying to be casual, I said, "They say guys do it so much better than girls. Crazy right?" He simply said that he wouldn't know. What he said next, I still can hardly… 阅读更多内容

Inspired by a video... I have always been, "off the charts," horny. Ever since I was young, I'd get myself off two or three times, every day. I was also curious about cock. I discovered how to combine the two in the most kinky and erotic ways. I think the ideas started when I was jerking off on day. Leaning back on my bed, hard cock in hand. Thinking about pretty girls, thinking of an anonymous stranger offering my his cock. I came so hard, hitting myself in the face and in my open mouth. The shock of it quickly gave way to the erotic pleasure of it. I imagined that it was that stranger's cu… 阅读更多内容

Sometimes, I get comments from guys about how they wish they could experience an erotic encounter. Sometimes, about how they wish they could find someone for a fling... Inside the video arcades of adult bookstores is a good place to start. They are always filled with horny men and most don't care who, male or female, gets them off. Even outside these establishments can be a hot bed for homoerotic. It has been years since I visted one, but I still remeber the thrill of peeping through a hole in the video booth's wall to see a guy slowly stroking his big, veiny cock. What a turn on! I found it… 阅读更多内容

I had always been attracted to cock and very oral, but that was the extent of it, for the most part. Until I got older, that is. Things that were once only fleeting sexual thoughts and interests were now taking center stage. It felt like a sissy side was emerging. Always dominate, always alpha before, but as I aged, I could see the joys of being a beta. I began to understand the thrill of being a submissive, of being used for another man's pleasure. Slowly, steadily, things changed for me. Sometimes, it just felt so right, so arousing. Thoughts of it made my precum flow. This is that journey.… 阅读更多内容

Like most young men, I was horny and curious about sex. Like many, I was curious about cock, also. When an older man began to show interest, a simple touch, a gentle rub, it was easy to enjoy it. Sitting next to him, his hand on my leg made my head swim. I felt more and more light headed the closer it got to my cock. I was putty in his hands. I have no doubt that he knew it, too. That he could see it on my face, complete, dizzying pleasure. He rubbed my cock through my pants, then took it out. I was helpless to the pleasure. Gently rubbing it, stroking it, without a word, he leaned over and t… 阅读更多内容